Lightness of Being

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Sometimes, I just choose to be quiet because you will just get hurt.  You words “I am just here”,  “I am here to listen”, “Tell me all about it” doesn’t break my wall at all. You wouldn’t understand. I don’t even understand myself. I’m just lonely, that’s all.

Maybe,  that’s it,  I’m just a bit overly feeling right now. On most days, it won’t matter – what I feel – I mean.  I just have to be  functional, like normal people.

But today, I don’t want to be normal. I want to feel. I’m embracing my emptiness. I’m embracing my needs.  I want silence. I want solitude. I want the world to stop even for a while….

 

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